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Badass Love
Love is not Pollyanna. I am going to say a truth about love, but I do not wish to offend. These words came to me in the in-between state of sleeping and waking just now and I knew they were true. I...
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The Healing Power of Pasta
Eden had free reign of the kitchen yesterday and conjured up some powerful and tasty Alchemy – Mushroom Marsala Fettuccini with Panko topping. Chloe and I thank you, Eden. After all the Sturm und...
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ONCE: Falling Slowly
Thank you to theachristie29 for reminding me of this gentle movie, Once. Seems like a “love” story, but really points back to the self and the deeper, real current of the love coming from no...
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If you could look inside the Heart….
If you could look inside the Heart of any and every single human being, you would fall in love with them completely. If you see the inside as it really Is and not as your mind projects it to be, you...
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goodness, gracious me
My small fractal self is a real thing. I am here in the flesh, learning how to walk the path of marga. and even if she is infinitely small in one sense, she is also infinitely large experiencing...
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wooing the buffalo
Don’t surrender your loneliness So quickly. Let it cut more deep. Let it ferment and season you As few human Or even divine ingredients can. Something missing in my heart tonight Has made my eyes so...
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a worm on cement in the sun
In november when I started this blog experiment, I was able to point through words to the pain that was playing out in my daughter’s heart. I didn’t have solutions; I didn’t know what was going to...
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a rat when he’s wet
I am in love with being chosen by this cat. Perhaps it could be any cat. His lowness in the world fills me not with disgust but pity and soft opening for his escape. What makes the breath of one...
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the love boat exciting and new come aboard we’re expecting you
perhaps I will never know what makes me swoon this way – hear the droning lawnmower, while I am braising my head in direct sunlight, baking and falling so far out of my body that if I were to open my...
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I’m incapable of love
I have never loved another. I am incapable of this task alone. I have not even loved a cat, a dog, a tree, myself, no one. There may be channel for love through release, but I don’t have to look...
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a soft answer to the questioning of love
“Whatever we pay attention to, we care about. It brings out our caring. You discover the belonging that was there but hidden. It is there with every living thing of this universe if we slowed down...
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––– love and emergency vehicles –––
To love, one must first forget all about love. Make it your aim and look for direction. As we are, we cannot possibly love. Gurdjieff (commas added for clarity by me:) The roads I tread have been...
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slow leak
I don’t know when it started, but I do know it will end – this holding on to myself. Since the beginning of all sense memory I’ve tightened up the edges where skin cells met air, where flesh met other...
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ONCE: Falling Slowly
Thank you to theachristie29 for reminding me of this gentle movie, Once. Seems like a “love” story, but really points back to the self and the deeper, real current of the love coming from no...
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There is nothing but holy. I wore it today as a mantra in traffic jams and temperature swings and in the checkout line where I was handy and open next to magazine and candy gossip. Enough flowed...
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instead of keeping on with the human interaction experiment, I started saying no and dropping out of the game. It was so gradual, I didn’t notice when self-care turned into hiding. Separate became a...
View Articlea gift, living on a busy street
I hear the pulse beat of the humans and the whoosh of their motion as they go about their ways in a variety of machines and speeds and mind states. bless them all not far from my small and quiet...
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